Trying casual play
I’m playing with the girl again tomorrow night. It’ll be the first time we’ve played in 9 months or so and I’m looking forward to it. No, she’s not my sub anymore nor is she…
Taking a break and inadvertently putting out the catnip
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. A lot of introspection and a lot of consideration of what’s going on around me. For the first time I can remember since I entered this lifestyle,…
Erotica: Fulfillment – by the writer
A loyal reader, who I call the writer, wrote this very very hot story for me. He somehow managed to write the Femdom as very Lilyana-like, so much so that when I read this I…
My boy, the writer
D/s relationship status: long distance submissive Relationship status: friends The writer is a 50 something year old professional writer who lives on the East coast. We began corresponding through my blog and developed a friendship.…
‘Saving myself’ or ‘Maybe I’m not as sadistic as I thought’
This blog is a follow up to my previous post entitled Today is the day about how I’ve been looking forward to using a strap-on on a boy for the first time. While my (former)…