Edging Part 2
For those of you who may not know, edging is bringing someone up to the point they’re ready to cum but not letting them orgasm. If you’ve been reading my blog a while, you know…
The poster child for Secure Partners Only
I knew it wouldn’t work with nodder and me. I knew it. I knew it and I tried to have a relationship with him anyway. It’s funny what you’ll do for love. Hell, I was…
Being selfish in bed
“You, Lilyana, are selfish in bed,” stated my FMT in a conversation recently. “WHAAAAAT???” I was incredulous that HE of all people would say something like that. “You are. You’re selfish in bed,” he said…
From submissive to boyfriend. Can a D/s relationship survive?
While straddling the boy, I thrust the nipple of my right breast into the his mouth and leaned into him, smothering him with my double D’s. He sucked furiously and, as he began struggling and…
Moving in and moving on
I recently moved in with my FMT. I’m renting his guest room. We’re not LIVING TOGETHER. It’s a temporary thing. It works for now. It helps us both out. We’re still friends with benefits, my…
Edging
For those of you who may not know, edging is bringing someone up to the point they’re ready to cum but not letting them orgasm. If you’ve been reading my blog a while, you know…
The soup or the can
When a man is sick or in pain, it’s as if the world is coming to an end. This is a universal truth that no one can argue. My typical reaction is one of disgust.…
Horoscopes
9 broke things off this morning. He has reconnected with an ex girlfriend he still has feelings for and wants to pursue things with her. She’s not poly or in the lifestyle so he feels…
How I nearly got cock blocked by a Kirby vacuum cleaner
Last night I finally received some much needed time with my FMT. It was tight schedule but then again it often is. He works full time AND is pursuing his masters in Psychology so his…
Man crack
“Can’t live with him, can’t live without him.” “He’s perfect for me and completely wrong for me.” “He’s my disease and my cure.” Occasionally a woman will find a man she becomes completely addicted to.…
FWB with my FMT
If you follow my blog or my tweets, you’ll probably know about the saga with my FMT, the only vanilla-ish guy I’ve dated this year. The short story is we dated, but not exclusively, broke…
Irresistible
Four weeks ago I ended an eight month long, on again off again casual dating relationship with my FMT. It was time. I was done being treated badly by him. I wasn’t prepared to feel…
Taking a break from dating
In January of this year, I decided if I was going to date, I should date submissive men. After a few short months of exploring my dominance, I realized it was something I wouldn’t be…
With every goodbye, we learn
In between giving me off menu treatments at his spa Sunday, my FMT decided to really tell me how he feels about me. It was unexpected and honestly a bit overwhelming. I little back story:…
Hot oil and off the menu spa treatments
pk bought a Birdlock chastity device a few weeks ago and gave me the keys. The fit wasn’t great so he can’t wear the device. Still, he agreed to remain chaste to me. A little…
CBT: Does the T stand for Torture?
As I explore BDSM, I’m finding that my interests are even more diverse than I had anticipated when I started down this path. I am nothing if not sensual in my Domination style and yet,…
An “advocate” for male submissives
My FMT and I have been dating off and on since January. It’s mostly been on, but we haven’t been seeing each other very often. We don’t talk every day or anything but we do…
My boy, my FMT
D/s relationship status: none Relationship status: dating with an open relationship My favorite massage therapist (FMT) and I dated off and on from January to August of 2009. We didn’t seen each other on…