Defiance
Nodder’s panties. “I brought you something,” I announced as I pulled things from my overnight bag. “Oh yeah?” nodder asked. I tossed “his” panties on the bed. “I don’t need those,” nodder said. “Yes you…
Intensity
I should have known that things were different when nodder put his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck while I was making dinner. I wasn’t just instantly wet, my whole body was…
Mouthy
I normally enjoy a mouthy sub, particularly one as witty as nodder. Not disrespectfully mouthy but talkative. I almost never impose speech restrictions. I’d been talking about playing off and on all day but when…
The poster child for Secure Partners Only
I knew it wouldn’t work with nodder and me. I knew it. I knew it and I tried to have a relationship with him anyway. It’s funny what you’ll do for love. Hell, I was…
Blissfully “boring as fuck”
I’ve been flirting with the idea for a few months now. Today I took the plunge. I’m officially in a monogamous relationship with nodder. I’m still polyamorous. That hasn’t changed. I’m still capable of maintaining…
Fuck rope
I recently uttered words so unbelievable, so shocking that they stopped nodder in his tracks. Err … Ok, mid thrust. “Fuck rope.” It wasn’t an adjective used to describe a certain type of rope. I…
Foot fucker
When discussing with nodder all the hottest moments we’ve had together, a few things always come up. We both enjoyed the night I put him in panties, tied him to the table, made him suck…
Everything is better with rope
My love of rope is well documented and undisputed. And really, what’s not to love? In my blog Peeing on nodder I detailed my first golden shower experience with him. It was very very hot…
Top space: my new favorite drug
I was discussing with 6 the hotness of a scene he’d participated in. It wasn’t co-topping but more like sharing. I enjoy sharing and I’m discovering I enjoy watching. Not random voyeurism though. I’ve pinpointed…
Peeing on nodder
I don’t often use the term ‘golden shower.’ I rarely even call it ‘water sports.’ I sure as hell don’t use flowery verbiage like ‘drenching you in my sweet nectar.’ What the fuck ever. It’s…
With a nod
Over the past four years I’ve become increasingly orgasmic. I cannot express how grateful I am for this fact. It wasn’t so long ago that I could only cum when I was on top of…
Trying casual play
I’m playing with the girl again tomorrow night. It’ll be the first time we’ve played in 9 months or so and I’m looking forward to it. No, she’s not my sub anymore nor is she…
Taking a break and inadvertently putting out the catnip
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. A lot of introspection and a lot of consideration of what’s going on around me. For the first time I can remember since I entered this lifestyle,…
‘Saving myself’ or ‘Maybe I’m not as sadistic as I thought’
This blog is a follow up to my previous post entitled Today is the day about how I’ve been looking forward to using a strap-on on a boy for the first time. While my (former)…
Today is the day
I’ve never taken a boy’s ass with a strap-on. Seriously. I’ve come close. Real close. I had the head of my big purple cock inside babyboy‘s very tight ass. One thrust of my hips and…
From submissive to boyfriend. Can a D/s relationship survive?
While straddling the boy, I thrust the nipple of my right breast into the his mouth and leaned into him, smothering him with my double D’s. He sucked furiously and, as he began struggling and…
Moving in and moving on
I recently moved in with my FMT. I’m renting his guest room. We’re not LIVING TOGETHER. It’s a temporary thing. It works for now. It helps us both out. We’re still friends with benefits, my…
On planning and satisfying cravings
In many areas of my life, I’m very much a planner. I like to schedule things. I like to know what I’m doing, what comes next. But when it comes to playing with a submissive,…
Poly by permission
I’m poly. This is no secret to the boys I see, vanilla or kinky. It can’t be. It’s a part of who I am. When I began seeing my sub almost two months ago, we…
The soup or the can
When a man is sick or in pain, it’s as if the world is coming to an end. This is a universal truth that no one can argue. My typical reaction is one of disgust.…